When Can One Say That He's Not Gay?

I had this experience when I began to ask myself that question, when can one say that he's not gay. A networking page, the profle picture is the sexiest that he can appear, a photo album which all the pictures are nude men, groups they're affiliated are all gay / gay oriented groups, in a relationship with a gay.

It's just like bullshit that he will say that he's not gay. What a crap! Am I really afflicted by such worse idiocy, that I will not connect things in such logical sense? A logic that will point to none other than the fact that he's gay. Duh!

Maybe this is just caused by some sleep deprivation or something. Maybe from stress or blemish from some "selfish, imbecile, and good-for-nothing" inklings.

***Sigh*** -- take note, a long sigh.

I got to sleep.

When your faithfulness is being challenged...

Sometimes, we meet people whom we never know will be an important factor in the continuance of our existence. People, whom we met in a very unusual place, to whom we fell into, almost unexpectedly, and suddenly, we just found out that we can't live without that person. But since you met that person in that very unsusual place, you won't easily believe the things that he will tell you, though you know inside you that he is sincere and that he cares and needs you as much as you cared and needed him. You will exchange "I love you"s and know within yourself that you are sincere with that love and that he too feels the same thing for you. Yet, we sometimes cannot escape from destiny's claws, that she will challenge us, to prove our worth. But even though things and circumstances say that he is not serious, still you hold on to his words that he love you, and then just try to console yourself with things and thoughts like, "he was just busy", "he was sick", or "i am just becoming too possessive and paranoial". Still, we continue to love him despite of the misgivings and "he continue to disregard me" thoughts, almost unselfishly. And sooner, it will be known to us, that our sacrifices and waiting were not in vain, for our thoughts are true, and that we were ableto hold on. Then total satisfaction, and unfathomable happiness brought about by a faithful love,

will soon follow...

¡Soy tanto en amor con usted mi bebé!

¡Te quiero!

Keno - A Friend Lyrics

I've still been searching
And long have I waited
For someone to like me as me
To laugh with
To cry with
To be just beside with
A friend that's who I need

To fight with
Make up with
To know that you need them
Believing that they need you, too
To walk hand in hand with
To argue to talk with
A friend that's who I need

And even though
I make mistakes
And never do anything right
A smile, a hug
Can change all that
And everything will be alright

Someone who'll share all my dreams and ambitions
Someone who'll love me as me
I need this person
Someone to rely on
A friend that's who I need

A friend that's who I need

This is my all time favorite song. When I was in high school, i lived in a dormitory in an all-boys school, and it is really very lonely there at first, but fortunately, I was able to cope up with the loneliness later on. And considering the discriminations that I get from my colleagues, add up to that loneliness which almost engulfed my being, and almost became hate. Also, the real me, has been my problem too. Not so many were able to accept me as who I am (the usual) and it add up to that heap of daunting experiences and feelings. So, during those times, this song really touched my heart and my being, and now, it still does. I can say that I am still looking for that Adam who will accept me as who I am. I had encountered many, unfortunately, they are not my Adams. I am hoping that I finally find the right one for me. So that, I may stop singing this song, though I have no intentions of doing so. I believe, that our everyday life is a constant search for the perfect thing, for the perfect experience, a state of bliss.

Where are you?

¿Dónde está Usted?

¿Dónde?

Sorry, I Love You: Nun-yi-kkot (SnowFlower)

Nunye Ggot Lyrics (Sorry, I love you OST / MISA)

Onu-sae ki-ro-jin ku-rim-ja-rul tta-ra-so
Ttag-gom-i-jin o-tumsogul kudae-wa kotgu inneyo
Sonul machujapgo ku-onjae-kkajirado
Hamkke-in-nun gol manuro
Nunmuri nanungolyo

Parami chara-wochinun mankum
Kyowurun kag-ga-wo oneyo
Chogumsshik i-gori guwiru
Kudae-rul ponae-yahaet-don kyejori uneyo

Chigum orhae-yi chonnung-golchul parapabo
Hamkke innu-nisungane
Nae-modungol dangshingge jugoshipo
Iron gasume kudae-ranayo
Yakhagiman han naega ani-eyo
Irohke gudael sarang-hanun-dae
Kujo nae-mami i-rolppunin-gojyo

Ku-dae-gyo-chi-ramyon
tto oddoni-ri-radu
halsu-i-ssul-komman gata / kuron gipumi tuneyo
unuri jinago ddo-onjegga-jirado
uri sarang-yong-won-hagil
Gido hanu-i-ssoyo

Parami naye chang-ul hun-dulgo
Odu-un pammajo kkae-umyon
Kudae apun giolmachodo
Nae-ga da chiwochulkkeyo
Hwanhan ku misoro

Kkutobshi nae-rinun sae-hayan nunggut-dulro
Uri koddon i koriga
Onu-sae pyonhan gotdo morununche
Hwanhan bichuro mulduro-kayo
Nugungal wihyae nan sara-gan-nayo
Mu-woshidul da hae-chugo shipun
Irol-ke sa-rangin-jul pwae-wossoyo

Hung-shi gudae-in-nun gododin-ji arat-damyon
Kyo-ulpam pyori dwae gu-dael bicho-ssul-tende
Utdon naldo nun-mure jochodon sulpun bamedo
Onjena gu onjena
Gyote issol-kkeyo

Chigum orhae-yi chonnung-golchul parapomyon
Hamkke innu-nisun-gane
Nae-modungol dangshinke chugoshipo
Iron gasume kudae-ranayo
Ul-ji-marayo
narul parapwayo
gucho gudaeye gyoteso
hamkke itgo shipun mam ppunirago
tashin kudael nohchi anhulkkeyo

kkutobshi nae-rimyo uril kamssa-on
korigadulkhan nunkotsokeso
kudaewa naegasume chogumsshik
jakun chu-o-gul kurineyo
yongwanhi naegyote kudae issoyo

_________________

SnowFlower
English Translation by: Jungie (from www.aheeyah.com)

Suddenly as I followed your growing shadow
I was walking with you inside darkness.

As we hold hands until whenever that might be
Just being together makes me cry.

As the wind becomes colder, winter comes closer.
Little by little, on this path, comes the season when I had to let you go.

As I watch the first snowflowers of this year right now,
In this moment that we share together, I want to give you my all.
Do you know of my heart?

I wasn’t always so weak, I’m loving you like this but
that’s all my heart can do.

If I was by your side, no matter what the task may be
I feel as if I can do it. I get that feeling.

When the wind rattles my window and even the dark night awakens,
I’ll erase even all your painful memories.
With that bright smile.

With these white snowflowers falling endlessly,
The sidewalk that we are walking on glows with a bright light,
without even knowing that it’s changed.

Have I lived on for someone else?
Wanting to do everything for them, I learned that that was love.

If by chance I knew where you were,
I would’ve become a star in the winter sky and shined on you.

Even on days when you laugh and sad nights that are damp with tears,
I’ll be by yourside always, whenever that may be.

As I watch the first snowflowers of this year right now,
In this moment that we share together, I want to give you my all.
Do you know of my heart?

Don’t cry, look at me.
All I want to do is be together with you by your side.
I won’t let you go this time.

Inside the snowflowers that fill this path and shower on us endlessly,
little by little, small memories are being drawn inside our hearts
Forever by my side you are there.

Can't wait...

I can't wait to read you!

Some people talaga!!!!

Some people talaga!!!!

Esto es apenas una respuesta rápida a
las alegaciones de algunas personas
allí,
que por complacer otras personas o a
una cierta persona,
el caso con usted Sr. Aja y con éste
abajo,
dará un paso en alguien la
personalidad,
y la elección personal de que y de lo
que él/ella,
para ser franco,
queremos ser...
¡Cómo atrévasele!
¡Alanganin?!
¡Que tal usted?!
¡Usted no es?!
Apenas un recordatorio:
"Antes usted indica una mota pequeña
en otro ojo,
la mirada primero y la prueba para
quitar ese tronco en suyo".;
y
aprender a cómo respetar los otros si
usted quiere ser respetado...
¡Vete al diablo!

My Color Personality

I took the "The Aura Color Personality" quiz on gURL.com
		My aura is... violet In the world of auras, violet is the color of visionaries. Violets are inspired individuals who are filled with enormous amounts of compassion for the human race. They are usually committed to great causes--think environmental or peace activism--that they think will save the world. Read more... What color is your aura?